Bad Night

Well last night i talked to my...cody...i guess he isn't my boyfriend but were kinda together. It's hard to explain. Anyway i talked to him last night, and something was a little off. I asked what was wrong and he told me he wanted to spend sometime not dating. Even though we aren't really dating. He said he needed to spend his time worshipping god. I mean i would never try and get in between that, but if he loved me shouldn't he be able to have both of us in his life? Then to top it all off he told me nevermind just pretend he didnt say anything! I cried all night, and neither Megan or Bridger would pick up their phones. It was the worst night of my life...i didn't know what to do. When i woke up this morning megan finally called. I cried to her and then called my dad. He didn't make me go to school which helped a lot. Megan came over and brought nick and kale along i love these guys. They hung out with me for a bit and made me feel a lot better about everything. Im so grateful for my friends. They made me forget about it all and we had alot of fun just sitting at my house. We watched some tv...gale was being his stupid self...and me and nick sat in the truck listening to music while gale and megan had a snowball fight. I dont know what i would do without my friends. All day im just going to hang out with the people i love most. Me and megan and chey and maybe whitney are hanging out tonight. Were not sure what we are doing yet but its gunna be fun just hanging with my girls. No boy drama!! YAY!!

Daddy's Birthday

Last night we went to the car show for my dads birthday. It was Pam, My dad, Mattie, Kade, Lindsey(Brook), Lindsey(Marie), Casey, Brock, Kate, Miguel, Caselyn, and Koy. It was so much fun seeing all the new cars and being with my family. I think my dad had lots of fun being with his whole family. I hope it was a good birthday..for being his birthday. He is getting older and maybe wiser. Lets hope he is getting wiser. It was his only brithday wish and i worked my hardest to get work off, thank goodness i did at the last minute. We went to the car show at two, walked around, sat in some cars, then went to the Mayan. Koy loved the cars, a little too much maybe. Every time we left one car he screamed until we put him in a new one. We came up too the Mercedes and there was a lady showing the new convertables. He walked up and stared at her till she noticed him. With Koy being the little lady's man that he is, she picked him up and put him right on her lap. He snuggled up to her and "drove" the car. He sure did charm the pants off her. Caselyn loved the Mayan, her favorite part was the divers. Might i add, the Mayan sure has gone down hill. They don't do anything for birthdays, and no more balloon animals!! What is wrong with them?! They made me all sad and all i wanted was a balloon animal, little did i know they didn't have them anymore! But other than that i had alot of fun and i hope my dad did too. Happy Birthday I Love You!!

Megan Kathleen Cannon <3

Well Megan got mad at me today because I did not put her in my last post. So, to make it up to her, this post will be all about my best friend in the world. Lets see...to start off me and this girl have been like friends since kindergarten. We haven't hung out with each other for all those years, but we have been friends. Just three years ago we started hanging out, we went to a football game...a few "best friends" later we were inseperable. Since the very first day we hung out i knew we would be friends forever. We really were made for each other, and i would choose her over anybody else if i had too. We know everything about each other because, well, we are really bad liars when it comes to each other. We rarely fight, and when we do it's back to laughing and being our retarded selves in no time at all. We are complete oppisites, but its perfect because it would be very boring if we weren't. She likes blue and i like pink, or red sometimes, which comes into play in just about everything. Like our phones, chips, and a lot more that i just can't think of. We have the same issues with boys, and our other friends. We are considered one person to everyone that know us well enough. I love this girl with all my heart. She takes care of me and i take care of her. She saved me when i needed it most and i am forever in her debt. Without her i would be a total mess and probably in a mental hospital, or heavy into drugs. Nobody will ever come between us not even stupid boys! She shines so bright its insane, she puts the sun to shame! I dont know how else to explain the amazingly beautiful girl sitting, actually right on top of my shoulder so i will leave it at that...I LOVE YOU MEGAN KATHLEEN CANNON!!

Starting Up

Well I guess i'm on blogspot now...I know most people put their families on here, but its just me, taking care of my dad and little brother. I don't complain although if i did i sure would have alot to say. I get help from my dad's "girlfriend" I guess you could say, but she also has her family to watch over. Im currently a junior in high school. I go to Salem Hills High School, and i'm barely showing my true potential. Although, i will graduate despite what others think. I am the youngest girl in my family of...too many. Lets see there is Lindsey and her family, Casey, Caselyn, and McKoy. We have Brock next, he is dating Lindsey (Marie) I think, but who can really keep up. Next is Katlin and her practically husband, Miguel. Then its my dad, me and Kade. My mom lives in Idaho with her "boyfriend" Gene and i think that all of us. I love my family to death the ones that are really related to me, and the others that were forcefully dragged into the family. Well i'm not sure what else to say...but ill update you all soon!